Time heals..

“You didn’t love her, you just didn’t want to be alone. Or maybe, maybe, she was just good for your ego, or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn’t love her, because you don’t destroy the people you love.”

“She just got really hurt. And sometimes when that happens, something inside just shuts off.”

"She wasn’t bitter. She was sad though. But it was a hopeful kind of sad. The kind of sad that just takes time."

After effect

 





















On a Sunday afternoon, awoke from my deep slumber with a slight hangover from previous night at Mink and Swee Choon with my secondary school's people. So awesome. 


Lesson of the night: "Do NOT ever drink fast." Why do I have to make myself miserable, knowing full well of the consequences. This is one thing I cannot fathom about myself.

I order Shanghai Lamien to share with Eddie last night at Swee Choon, but it came as 2 bowls of wanton lamien. I don't know if we really ordered wrongly, or they thought we were drunk and give us any o how. Well.. We still ate it up. But all I really wanted was just plain o noodles and soup. I am still annoyed at this incident, which is ridiculous. 

I think it's the alcohol after effect creating this out of nowhere random "its okay to upload bareface pictures" confidence. I guess, the bad image quality helps too. 

Gotta go prepare and head for Mid Autumn Festival with another group of secondary school mates! There's firework and some lychee beers! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Hangoverhappygirl90

XOXO

Last lecture this last semester..

  Last day of lecture for this semester.

This picture has no link to the post, just a random narcissistic picture of myself taken on the bus on the way to school, half hidden.I don't know when it started, but I like taking pictures on the bus. Must be the lighting.

On a random note though, I like my mid length hair now though I do miss my long long hair. Now, my hair is healthier anyway but girls are just girls. Fickle and complain-y all the time. I like to complain about the sun, the heat, the rain, the cold. Basically everything and anything random. How ironic I am too. Like how much I hate the sun rays, but insisted to stand under the sun to take pictures are one such example. I have many too many complains and too many insignificant puny problems for a 21 year young women turning 22 in barely 2 months time. Like how getting the wrong eyeliner,  buying the wrong awful food, deciding on Samsung Galaxy S3 or iPhone 5 are again such examples of insignificant woes.

I am also indecisive which I hate it. I don't really like my procrastinating ways either, but indecisiveness tops my chart. How I get all shifty and avoid making decisions. I am sorry for any unintended.

Exam in 3 weeks time! The crazy amount of articles/readings I have to read through and textbooks to memorise. I seriously hope somebody up there love me very much enough to get me get through this last semester smoothly. This will mark the end of my school life, I don't have any intention to further my studies, perhaps in the future, the distant future maybe. Definitely not anytime in the foreseeable future. I am glad for the people I've met in my 21 years of life. The good, the bad, the life's learning lessons taught along with it. Of that one long *what seems like never ending* episode in my life, I can't say I have become a better person, but I know I've become stronger as an individual. Obviously not physically, emotionally surely. A new phase of life awaits, I am moving on.

I can't wait for my BKK trip with my schoolmates right after the last paper! Will be spending my 22 in a foreign land. Yes I will age a g a i n. Damn.

It was like only yesterday I was still 12 having my first lesson in Secondary school. How did that 10 years passed by in a flash? Oh! My bro-in-law said that I am balding.. ..

Ohmyholymolygawd, is this a.. .. .. sign?!?! Le sigh.

Madness

I... I can't get this memories out of my mind. 

And some kind of Madness, 

Has started to evolve, mmn. 

And I... I tried so hard to let you go. 

But some kind of Madness, 

Is swallowing me whole, yeh. 

I have finally seen the light. 

And I... have finally realized. 

What you mean... 

And now, I need to know if it's real love. 

Or is it just Madness, 

Keeping us afloat, mmm. 

And when I look back, at all the crazy fights we have, 

Like some kind of M-m-madness, 

Was taking control, yeh. 

[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/m/muse/madness_21025326.html ] 

And now I have finally seen the light, 

And I... have finally realized, 

What you need, mmm. 

(Mu-mu-mu-mad-mad-mad) x2 

And now I have finally seen the end, 

(I have seen the end) 

And I'm... I'm expecting you to care, 

(Expecting you to care) 

And I... have finally seen the light, 

(Have finally seen the light) 

And I... have finally realized, 

(Realized) 

(I NEED TO LOVE) x2 

Capture me, 

Trust in your dream, 

Come on and rescue me. 

Yes, I know, I can't move on, 

Baby, you're too head-strong. 

Our love is... 

MADNESS..

-Muse♥

Social Friday

Last Friday, Val and I promised ST to be his friends' date for the night at St Regis. Both of us felt like old cows that night. 

It was fine dining, Val and I looked at each other awkwardly figuring which cutlery to use first. Sitting opposite me, we had to whatsapp each other to talk. Thanks god for technology and smartphones! 

Embarrassingly, I had to ask my date Alvis, on which I had to use first. My Business Etiquette learned during poly days are somewhat forgotten. "Always start from the furthest cutlery placed." 

Never had I like salmon, but I don't know if I was just too hungry because I finished half of the appetizer. The salmon wasn't as bad as I always thought it to be, perhaps because it's smoked not raw. The bread they served was really good too!

Val and I were so proud of him when they announced his name and thank him for making the night possible. ♥

The night wasn't so awkward thanks god for this girl ♥♥!

XOXO