Monday, December 28, 2009

BALLOONNNNNN


MY FACE IS BALLOONING.. :(
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NO0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0!!!!!
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I need to slim down real bad.


Monday, December 21, 2009

mylifesucks.blogspot.com

I dont know why, i just feel majorly depressed now. I normally do look on the brighter side of life. But I just cant now. My life really sucks. Are all the projects getting in my head?? Must be the sudden fear of not getting a job when I graduate. Shit, why cant I be like other people who can get into uni?!

Other's pasture definately looks greener.

SO MUCH GREENER WITH FLOWERS BLOOMING, FLOWERY SCENT IN THE AIR. BUTTERFLIES FLUTTERING AROUND. BIRDS CHIRPING, MAYBE EVEN NIGERIA FALLS
THE GREAT CANYON, GREAT PYRAMID, OPTIMUS PRIME AND GANG, DISNEY CHARACTERS DANCING AROUND, MELODIOUS MUSIC AND ALL THINGS NICE.


AND MY IS A DESERTED PATCH OF IDUNNOWHAT. COVERED WITH SHIT, NOT EVEN A FLY IN SIGHT.

OH MY, WHY AM I FEELING SO DOWN??!?!WHY??
Arrghhh.. this stupid fear. Mylifeofficiallysucksla

Sunday, December 20, 2009

sometimes we wishes for..

Its dumb when people regret their actions at the end?We are all humans and we all make mistakes.

And to my wishful thinking, I often prays for a mysterious time machine to pop up in my wardrobe, pull it out and travel back in time to amend all those mistakes and if given a choice, to choose another route. Perhaps that will make a significant difference and my life would be so better.

There are thousands of things I would change. Too many mistakes I had made. Which is so sad. Because I know I can do better. I really do. And I would be a better person and perhaps an even happier person.

But its all too late now.
Whatever been done was done. Just gotta stick with this mistakes ridden life and NOT make more mistakes.

If i really do have this machine, I guess I would have a perfect life, becauseI can re-live my life again and again, amend and amend. But I guess it would be too much. There no such things.
But dreaming doesnt hurt right?

And sometimes I hate myself for being too soft. Too stupid.
I dont even spared a thought for myself. I should learn to be selfish sometimes. Because I think selfish people had it all. They really do. Because they think of themselves and they went all ways to reach their goals, therefore they had it all.

alright, its another FMYLIFE post. I dont even think I make sense of what I type.
But seriously I really want a time machine, It would be the best invention ever, and everyone life would be so much better. There wont be any regrets.

If I am Lily Cole









Hi, I looked like Asian version of Lily Cole




Or this??









Alright, she is the real deal. She's cute right?? Unique features like a doll.






So, guess how bored am I now??


even with those lame photos i dun look like her in any bit. Im just bored. Super bored, I have lots of things to be done, but im just not bothered with all those project. Its sickening. Super sickening.


Life sucks and others' pasture always look greener.


Live a day in my shoes. I guess even 5 mins of it kills you.

I am a procrastinating girl


Pardon my weirdly feets

I procrastinate alot.. really alot.

1.) Driving lesson - I stopped at my BTT
2.) FYP- NOT EVEN DONE
3.)GIFTS - NOT DONE
4.)MESSY ROOM
5.)HUGH PILE OF WORN CLOTHES ON MY LADDER AND BED
6.)MY MESSY DESK
7.)HAIR DYE
8.)DIET PLAN - THIS IS EPIC, I NEVER EVER STARTS MY DIET PLAN.
9.)MY TESTS AND EXAMS - ELEVENTH HOUR MUGGING WHICH IS OF NO AVAIL

WHAT MORE???!?!!


EVERYTHING I PROCRASTINATE.

My mom calling me and nagging me now, because i said 2 hours ago i will go take my clothes and placed inside my overloaded wardrobe. Now the pile of clothes is still on the floor in her bedroom.

SEE!! PROCRASTINATING!!

I NEED TO CHANGE THIS BAD HABIT!!

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

I still misses you

Chinatown
Pratunam


A sight only in Bangkok






Ja-Ju-Chak



I misses you so so so so much..
I really do miss you.. Im sorry to know that you are sinking too which makes me even sadder than im already am.




if only if only.. :(




Okay, I promise to do a pic spam post real sooooonnnnnnn.. because none of any pictures taken recently are with me :(
Gonna get a real good portable cam soon I guess.
and i still hate my eyes, my tummy and most of all my legs.

loading..



Still in a starting mode....
So, tell me when do i officially start up right?

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Schindler's list



Schindler's list - Whoever saves one life saves the world entire.

Just gotta watch this!! Do watch it.. Its damn nice.
Shows the ugly side of humans. But glad that there is still humanity.

Ita about this german businessman called " Oskar Schindler " who is also a member of the NAZI, but helped about 1100 Jews survived the holocaust. He saved them literally and became bankrupt.

Just watch it.



I CRIED WHEN THEY FUCKING SHOOT THAT NICE OLD GUY. HE SUCH A SWEETIE BUT THEY KILLED HIM. AND THIS LITTLE GIRL IN RED CUTE WAS SO ADORABLE, I WANNA KIDNAP HER HOME. ALL THE STUPID REDUNDANT KILLING. 6 MILLION JEWS DEAD, STUPID EXPERIMENT ON KIDS. GAS CHAMBER. ALL KINDA NONSENSE DURING THE HOLOCAUST. JUST WATCH IT OKAYS??

Thursday, December 3, 2009

my dark circles is even bigger than my eye

I aint exaggerating when i said this.My dark circles is indeed larger than my eyes.
Anyway, I have small eyes to begin with.
LOL


Just yesterday my bro and I were talking about TRENCH COAT. How we would will want to wear winter clothing,because its mad awesome, all those layering - i like , thick clothing and that warm fuzzy feeling beneath the clothes.

But to do that in Singapore, it would be mad insane instead. Oh well.


Was searching through the net on random things and found "Kids say the darnest thing"
I've gotta admit, kids indeed do say the most funniest and cutest thing ever.

Read through these and get some laughs :)

A kindergarten student told his teacher he'd found a cat, but it was dead. "How do you know that the cat was dead?" she asked her student. "Because I pissed in its ear and it didn't move," answered the child innocently. "You did WHAT?!?!?!" the teacher yelled in shock. "You know," explained the boy, "I leaned over and went 'Pssst!' and it didn't move."



A mother and her young son returned from the grocery store and began putting away the groceries. The boy opened the box of animal crackers and spread them all over the table. "What are you doing?" his mother asked. "The box says not to eat them if the seal is broken" the boy explained. "I'm looking for the seal."



A physician and her 4 year old daughter were in the car on the way to preschool. The doctor/mother had left her stethoscope on the car seat, and her little girl picked it up and began playing with it. "Be still, my heart," thought the mother, "my daughter wants to follow in my footsteps!" Then the child spoke into the instrument: "Welcome to McDonald's. May I take your order?"




One day the first grade teacher was reading the story of Chicken Little to her class. She came to the part of the story where Chicken Little tried to warn the farmer. She read, ".... and so Chicken Little went up to the farmer and said, "The sky is falling, the sky is falling!" The teacher paused then asked the class, "And what do you think that farmer said?" One little gir l raised her hand and said, "I think he said: 'Holy Shit! A talking chicken!'"



A little girl goes to the barbershop with her father as usual. She stands next to the barber chair eating a snack cake, while her dad gets his hair cut. The barber says to her, "Sweetheart, you're gonna get hair on your Twinkie one of these days." She says, "Yes, I know, and I'm gonna get boobs too."



A wife invited some people to dinner. At the table, she turned to their six-year-old daughter and said, Would you like to say the blessing?" "I wouldn't know what to say," the girl replied. "Just say what you hear Mommy say," the wife answered. The daughter bowed her head and said,"Lord, why on earth did I invite all these people to dinner


and I personally think this is superbly funny!!

A teacher was doing a study testing the senses of first graders, using a bowl of lifesavers. The children began to say:

"Red............cherry"
"Yellow.........lemon"
"Green..........lime"
"Orange.........orange"

Finally the teacher gave them all honey lifesavers. After eating them none of the children could identify the taste. "Well," she said, "I'll give you all a clue, it's what your mother may sometimes call your father." One little girl looked up in horror, spit her lifesaver out and yelled: "Oh My God!!!! They're assholes!


Kids are really naive and so free from worries. I would want to be a kid again where all my worries BACK THEN was whether I could go to the playground and play today. LOL

Thursday, November 26, 2009

my dad gave me 50 randomly

Read the title and hurray for me. LOL!!



I found these chicks real cute. Especially the hot pink one with that cute perky butt. HEHEHEHE

Thursday, November 19, 2009

fuckmylife.blogspot.com

I am gonna graduate in about 3 months or so. And the thought of it kills me.

Plainly because, I still have not planned out the road infront of me. Its murky with no direction and also financially it aint helping too. Diploma aint gonna get far I know.

My gardes is average too.

CCA points not to mark.

Courses I wanna study is also a dilemma for me. But the thing is still money woes. How am I gonna get the cash to study?!!

And lastly, money woes, big face and weight problems all added up .

Offically, I announced my LIFE SUCKS BIG TIME.

If you are in my shoes, what would you do?

Because I am kinda frantic now. I am at loss. Funny how it only seems to dawn on me like NOW.

So, what exactly am I gonna do?

1 thing I know..


Fuck all rich kids in the world. kkthxbye

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

My Boy

I want..

A boy who will tell me when I’m being stupid. Who won’t baby me with his words.

A boy who will still give time to his friends.

A boy who will tell me ‘No’. He will watch stupid movies with me, but makes me watch his favorites also.

A boy who’s willing to drop everything to be with me, but knows when to let it be.

A boy who will know he’s important to me, but won’t mind when I change my plans to help someone out.

I want a boy who’s enjoyable to look at, he doesn’t have to be gorgeous. I just want someone who I can pay attention to.

A boy who will randomly bring me food, cause he knows I love to eat.

A boy who can make jokes about me, a boy that I can laugh with. Someone who wont mind when I even embarrass myself.

A boy who will buy me something, something I would actually want, none of that jewelry crap. Someone who doesn’t do everything I ask but when it comes to something important I can count on him to be there. Someone who I don’t feel threatened by.

A boy who has other friends that are girls, but I can trust him with them.

A boy who trust me with my guy pals just like I do when he is with his girl pals.

A boy who will know when to leave me alone when I have my stupid fits.

A boy who may not be rich but works hard

A boy who I can just sit with. I don’t need the whole fairytale deal; I just want to feel comfortable.




Of course it's all quoted from idk where.

But I want my boy to be like this.


Im feeling very weird right now. I dont know why and i cant explain why.
I dont even know why im like this now. Its kinda weird i know. UURGHHH.
I CANT HELP FEELING THIS WAY. I REALLY WANTED TO SO SOMETHING NICE AND STUFFS LIKE THAT. BUT I JUST CANT AND I FEEL SO GUILTY. :(

im sorry

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Exactly Nineteen




Before my very special day ends. I would like to say a BIG THANK YOU to all that wishes me a happy birthday!

Big thanks to GOSSIP CLUB. HAHAHAHAHAHA.. VERY RANDOM NAME I KNOW. APPRECIATE ALL THE THINGs DONE. AND I LOVE THE PRESENT. VERY SWEET FOR WKL TO NOTICE. I REALLY EVEN FORGOT I WANTED THAT. <3


BIGGER THANKS TO HERMANWONGJIEWEN<3 I LOVE THE MACROONS AND THE NECKLACES AND THE RING.
CAN'T WAIT FOR FRIDAY!! :)

GOODBYE EIGHT-TEEN.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

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My dad's. Celebrated in advance of my bday with him since its a week difference.

I love my dad and mum :)



Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Cherry's couple






Was looking through my com and saw this pic. Sweet memories i suppose. <3

The MSN days are over.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

sick make up tutorials

these are sick make up tutorials by Michelle Phan.

Make up really do wonders. No ugly womens, only lazy womens suddenly sound so true now for me.

These make up tutorials might be a lil dramatic, but its holloween people. So it might be of a lil help. There is also some other daily make up thats really amazing as well.
Check out all her vids.









This is really awesome beauty and hair vids.




seriously real stuffs. See it to believe it.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Tequila Rejection

shucks.. i hate to admit it but i think im really alcohol intolerent.

I hate tequila as it made me vomit my $8 bibibap, my ngoh hiong, my taiwan saugage, my century egg, my tofu, my sotong, my fish slices beehoon and my soya bean milk.


It was soooooo embarassing :(


It was my first time dipping my feet in youknowwhat.


Herman Wong called me a loser :(



SUCKS BIG TIME.

dreams and reality, i cant really tell a diff


I DREAMT ABOUT KIM HYUN JOONG. IT WAS FUCKING AWESOME. :)


I HAD 3 DREAMS LAST NIGHT AND IN ALL 3 DREAMS, HE APPEARED.

HE HELD ME CLOSE AND TOOK LOTS OF PICS WITH ME. HAHAHAHAHAHA AND THE PICS WERE TAKEN BY HIS GROUP MATES (IDK WHO).


THE WHOLE SCENE WERE REALLY HILARIOUS AS IT WAS SET IN THE MRT. HAHAHAHHA, HE WAS MAKING A MV IN SG MRT. LIKE WTFBBQLOL


NEVERTHELESS, HE'S SUPER DUPER HANDSOME. EVEN IF IT WAS A DREAM. IT WAS SO REAL. HAHAHAHAHAH OR SO I PRESUME. I WAS RUNNING BACK TO HERMAN WONG, WHO HAD LIKE 30 SEC OF FAME IN MY DREAM AND IN IT, I WAS SQUEALING AND HYPERVENTILATING, SHOVING THE CAM IN HIS FACE FOR HIM TO SEE, BUT HE WASNT INTERESTED. TSSKKK.. HAHAHHHAHA


THE SECOND AND THIRD WAS JUST AS RIDICULOUS BECAUSE, THIS 2 DREAMS INVOLVED GUNS AND LOTS OF SHOOTING HERE AND THERE. HE'S SUPER COOL. OMG. I WAS PRACTICALLY MELTING IN MY DREAM.


I WOKE UP A HAPPY GIRL TODAY!

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Bangkok

My cam is reallllll shitty.. Freaking prompted me to reformat my XD card, which means all pics gone. LIKE WTH KNS.

Anyway, i really do miss BKK, the people, the cheap food, drinks, taxis and clothes. The shit is in Chatuchak. Awesome much :)

BKK trip again next?

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

My dream

My biggest dream of all is to win TOTO and live comfortably fo the rest of my life.

Cuz i think Life is to enjoy and not to be a slave to work.

HAHAHAHA. FAT HOPE YOU MIGHT SAY. TSSKK..

BUT AT LEAST IT IS A GLIMPSE OF HOPE RIGHT?!?!

OH WELL :)

isnt it sickening?

Today i woke up early, quite confidently in fact, and sadly to my dismay I FAILED!

If you're wonderin what was it. Its the stupid Basic Theory Test.

I. ACTUALLY. FAILED. MY. BTT. (FULL STOP)

I was in the middle of 2 uncles, they were only at the 20 plus questions when i submitted my answer and THE STUPID SCREEN ACTUALLY RETURN A BIG BROWN "FAILED". And i think i let out quite an audible "Fuck". OMG, I SWEAR ITS WAS THE MOST AWKWARD 10 SEC TODAY! The 2 uncles actually looked on my screen while i packed my stuffs (In fact it was only the piece of paper and my IC i was packing). I swear i almost burst out laughing because they suddenly become even more serious. HAHA.

And I realised my account was out of credit, My POSB card was also out of money. And that i have to make a special trip down to BBDC and top up my account and choose another BTT date. TSSKK

I SWEAR IM GONNA STUDY HARDER AND PASS THE BTT NEXT MONTH. STUPID IRRITATING, I SWEARED UPON TUA PEK GONG AND GUAN YIN MA THAT I KNEW ALL THE ANSWER BUT WHY?!?!?!

OK. END OF POST.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Happy Birthday Sun Wu Kong


Happy 19th Birthday my dearest hokkien buddy :)
YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU STILL :)
EVEN THOUGH YOU HAVE A GOLDEN BUN ON YOUR HEAD, ACTING AS JU-ON MUM CRAWLING DOWN THE STAIRS AND YOUR WHITE MERCEDEES. I LOVE U LOTSSSSSS :))
HOPE YOU ENJOYED THIS VERY SPECIAL DAY!!


Saturday, September 5, 2009

Style.com

Alexander Wang
RTW 09
is omgNICEEEE
















Balmain Spring 09
RTW








Streetstyle



Summer.. spell light & less equal more.




The tutu spells CUTE






Go (http://www.style.com/) for more


Thursday, August 27, 2009

Friday, August 21, 2009

Saturday blues

instead of studying, im slacking my ass off and snacking on cuttlefish snack! Boy, it so damn good!! I almost finish the entire large pack!!












**Image quality sucks i know, planning to buy a new cam. DSLR?**

i've been procrastinating lately like my haircut and dye. Parcel to be posted out, alteration to my dress not yet done.

Ive been infected with the lazy bug!! And seriously, i think i cannot live without make up. My face is a total shag now. Its damn obvious. I really need to learn all the make up skills.

Make up has become an essential to me now rather than a "have or dun have its the same" 2 years ago. I mean its the same face, ok maybe a fatter face now. LOL. but u get my drift, make up is a need now.

-"Always look on the bright side of life"-

Thursday, August 13, 2009

CHANEL


Fashion, Form & Function.

Chanel done it all. Need I say more?