my dad gave me 50 randomly

Read the title and hurray for me. LOL!!



I found these chicks real cute. Especially the hot pink one with that cute perky butt. HEHEHEHE

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I am gonna graduate in about 3 months or so. And the thought of it kills me.

Plainly because, I still have not planned out the road infront of me. Its murky with no direction and also financially it aint helping too. Diploma aint gonna get far I know.

My gardes is average too.

CCA points not to mark.

Courses I wanna study is also a dilemma for me. But the thing is still money woes. How am I gonna get the cash to study?!!

And lastly, money woes, big face and weight problems all added up .

Offically, I announced my LIFE SUCKS BIG TIME.

If you are in my shoes, what would you do?

Because I am kinda frantic now. I am at loss. Funny how it only seems to dawn on me like NOW.

So, what exactly am I gonna do?

1 thing I know..


Fuck all rich kids in the world. kkthxbye

My Boy

I want..

A boy who will tell me when I’m being stupid. Who won’t baby me with his words.

A boy who will still give time to his friends.

A boy who will tell me ‘No’. He will watch stupid movies with me, but makes me watch his favorites also.

A boy who’s willing to drop everything to be with me, but knows when to let it be.

A boy who will know he’s important to me, but won’t mind when I change my plans to help someone out.

I want a boy who’s enjoyable to look at, he doesn’t have to be gorgeous. I just want someone who I can pay attention to.

A boy who will randomly bring me food, cause he knows I love to eat.

A boy who can make jokes about me, a boy that I can laugh with. Someone who wont mind when I even embarrass myself.

A boy who will buy me something, something I would actually want, none of that jewelry crap. Someone who doesn’t do everything I ask but when it comes to something important I can count on him to be there. Someone who I don’t feel threatened by.

A boy who has other friends that are girls, but I can trust him with them.

A boy who trust me with my guy pals just like I do when he is with his girl pals.

A boy who will know when to leave me alone when I have my stupid fits.

A boy who may not be rich but works hard

A boy who I can just sit with. I don’t need the whole fairytale deal; I just want to feel comfortable.




Of course it's all quoted from idk where.

But I want my boy to be like this.

Im feeling very weird right now. I dont know why and i cant explain why.
I dont even know why im like this now. Its kinda weird i know. UURGHHH.
I CANT HELP FEELING THIS WAY. I REALLY WANTED TO SO SOMETHING NICE AND STUFFS LIKE THAT. BUT I JUST CANT AND I FEEL SO GUILTY. :(

im sorry

Exactly Nineteen

Before my very special day ends. I would like to say a BIG THANK YOU to all that wishes me a happy birthday!

Big thanks to GOSSIP CLUB. HAHAHAHAHAHA.. VERY RANDOM NAME I KNOW. APPRECIATE ALL THE THINGs DONE. AND I LOVE THE PRESENT. VERY SWEET FOR WKL TO NOTICE. I REALLY EVEN FORGOT I WANTED THAT. <3


BIGGER THANKS TO HERMANWONGJIEWEN<3 I LOVE THE MACROONS AND THE NECKLACES AND THE RING.
CAN'T WAIT FOR FRIDAY!! :)

GOODBYE EIGHT-TEEN.

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My dad's. Celebrated in advance of my bday with him since its a week difference.

I love my dad and mum :)