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MY FACE IS BALLOONING.. :(
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NO0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0!!!!!

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I need to slim down real bad.

mylifesucks.blogspot.com

I dont know why, i just feel majorly depressed now. I normally do look on the brighter side of life. But I just cant now. My life really sucks. Are all the projects getting in my head?? Must be the sudden fear of not getting a job when I graduate. Shit, why cant I be like other people who can get into uni?!

Other's pasture definately looks greener.

SO MUCH GREENER WITH FLOWERS BLOOMING, FLOWERY SCENT IN THE AIR. BUTTERFLIES FLUTTERING AROUND. BIRDS CHIRPING, MAYBE EVEN NIGERIA FALLS
THE GREAT CANYON, GREAT PYRAMID, OPTIMUS PRIME AND GANG, DISNEY CHARACTERS DANCING AROUND, MELODIOUS MUSIC AND ALL THINGS NICE.


AND MY IS A DESERTED PATCH OF IDUNNOWHAT. COVERED WITH SHIT, NOT EVEN A FLY IN SIGHT.

OH MY, WHY AM I FEELING SO DOWN??!?!WHY??
Arrghhh.. this stupid fear. Mylifeofficiallysucksla

sometimes we wishes for..

Its dumb when people regret their actions at the end?We are all humans and we all make mistakes.

And to my wishful thinking, I often prays for a mysterious time machine to pop up in my wardrobe, pull it out and travel back in time to amend all those mistakes and if given a choice, to choose another route. Perhaps that will make a significant difference and my life would be so better.

There are thousands of things I would change. Too many mistakes I had made. Which is so sad. Because I know I can do better. I really do. And I would be a better person and perhaps an even happier person.

But its all too late now.
Whatever been done was done. Just gotta stick with this mistakes ridden life and NOT make more mistakes.

If i really do have this machine, I guess I would have a perfect life, becauseI can re-live my life again and again, amend and amend. But I guess it would be too much. There no such things.
But dreaming doesnt hurt right?

And sometimes I hate myself for being too soft. Too stupid.
I dont even spared a thought for myself. I should learn to be selfish sometimes. Because I think selfish people had it all. They really do. Because they think of themselves and they went all ways to reach their goals, therefore they had it all.

alright, its another FMYLIFE post. I dont even think I make sense of what I type.
But seriously I really want a time machine, It would be the best invention ever, and everyone life would be so much better. There wont be any regrets.

If I am Lily Cole

Hi, I looked like Asian version of Lily Cole

Or this??

Alright, she is the real deal. She's cute right?? Unique features like a doll.

So, guess how bored am I now??

even with those lame photos i dun look like her in any bit. Im just bored. Super bored, I have lots of things to be done, but im just not bothered with all those project. Its sickening. Super sickening.

Life sucks and others' pasture always look greener.

Live a day in my shoes. I guess even 5 mins of it kills you.

I am a procrastinating girl

Pardon my weirdly feets

I procrastinate alot.. really alot.

1.) Driving lesson - I stopped at my BTT
2.) FYP- NOT EVEN DONE
3.)GIFTS - NOT DONE
4.)MESSY ROOM
5.)HUGH PILE OF WORN CLOTHES ON MY LADDER AND BED
6.)MY MESSY DESK
7.)HAIR DYE
8.)DIET PLAN - THIS IS EPIC, I NEVER EVER STARTS MY DIET PLAN.
9.)MY TESTS AND EXAMS - ELEVENTH HOUR MUGGING WHICH IS OF NO AVAIL

WHAT MORE???!?!!


EVERYTHING I PROCRASTINATE.

My mom calling me and nagging me now, because i said 2 hours ago i will go take my clothes and placed inside my overloaded wardrobe. Now the pile of clothes is still on the floor in her bedroom.

SEE!! PROCRASTINATING!!

I NEED TO CHANGE THIS BAD HABIT!!

I still misses you

Chinatown

Pratunam


A sight only in Bangkok

Ja-Ju-Chak

I misses you so so so so much..

I really do miss you.. Im sorry to know that you are sinking too which makes me even sadder than im already am.

if only if only.. :(

Okay, I promise to do a pic spam post real sooooonnnnnnn.. because none of any pictures taken recently are with me :(

Gonna get a real good portable cam soon I guess.

and i still hate my eyes, my tummy and most of all my legs.

loading..

Still in a starting mode....

So, tell me when do i officially start up right?

Schindler's list

Schindler's list - Whoever saves one life saves the world entire.

Just gotta watch this!! Do watch it.. Its damn nice.
Shows the ugly side of humans. But glad that there is still humanity.

Ita about this german businessman called " Oskar Schindler " who is also a member of the NAZI, but helped about 1100 Jews survived the holocaust. He saved them literally and became bankrupt.

Just watch it.



I CRIED WHEN THEY FUCKING SHOOT THAT NICE OLD GUY. HE SUCH A SWEETIE BUT THEY KILLED HIM. AND THIS LITTLE GIRL IN RED CUTE WAS SO ADORABLE, I WANNA KIDNAP HER HOME. ALL THE STUPID REDUNDANT KILLING. 6 MILLION JEWS DEAD, STUPID EXPERIMENT ON KIDS. GAS CHAMBER. ALL KINDA NONSENSE DURING THE HOLOCAUST. JUST WATCH IT OKAYS??

my dark circles is even bigger than my eye

I aint exaggerating when i said this.My dark circles is indeed larger than my eyes.
Anyway, I have small eyes to begin with.
LOL


Just yesterday my bro and I were talking about TRENCH COAT. How we would will want to wear winter clothing,because its mad awesome, all those layering - i like , thick clothing and that warm fuzzy feeling beneath the clothes.

But to do that in Singapore, it would be mad insane instead. Oh well.


Was searching through the net on random things and found "Kids say the darnest thing"
I've gotta admit, kids indeed do say the most funniest and cutest thing ever.

Read through these and get some laughs :)

A kindergarten student told his teacher he'd found a cat, but it was dead. "How do you know that the cat was dead?" she asked her student. "Because I pissed in its ear and it didn't move," answered the child innocently. "You did WHAT?!?!?!" the teacher yelled in shock. "You know," explained the boy, "I leaned over and went 'Pssst!' and it didn't move."



A mother and her young son returned from the grocery store and began putting away the groceries. The boy opened the box of animal crackers and spread them all over the table. "What are you doing?" his mother asked. "The box says not to eat them if the seal is broken" the boy explained. "I'm looking for the seal."



A physician and her 4 year old daughter were in the car on the way to preschool. The doctor/mother had left her stethoscope on the car seat, and her little girl picked it up and began playing with it. "Be still, my heart," thought the mother, "my daughter wants to follow in my footsteps!" Then the child spoke into the instrument: "Welcome to McDonald's. May I take your order?"




One day the first grade teacher was reading the story of Chicken Little to her class. She came to the part of the story where Chicken Little tried to warn the farmer. She read, ".... and so Chicken Little went up to the farmer and said, "The sky is falling, the sky is falling!" The teacher paused then asked the class, "And what do you think that farmer said?" One little gir l raised her hand and said, "I think he said: 'Holy Shit! A talking chicken!'"



A little girl goes to the barbershop with her father as usual. She stands next to the barber chair eating a snack cake, while her dad gets his hair cut. The barber says to her, "Sweetheart, you're gonna get hair on your Twinkie one of these days." She says, "Yes, I know, and I'm gonna get boobs too."



A wife invited some people to dinner. At the table, she turned to their six-year-old daughter and said, Would you like to say the blessing?" "I wouldn't know what to say," the girl replied. "Just say what you hear Mommy say," the wife answered. The daughter bowed her head and said,"Lord, why on earth did I invite all these people to dinner


and I personally think this is superbly funny!!

A teacher was doing a study testing the senses of first graders, using a bowl of lifesavers. The children began to say:

"Red............cherry"
"Yellow.........lemon"
"Green..........lime"
"Orange.........orange"

Finally the teacher gave them all honey lifesavers. After eating them none of the children could identify the taste. "Well," she said, "I'll give you all a clue, it's what your mother may sometimes call your father." One little girl looked up in horror, spit her lifesaver out and yelled: "Oh My God!!!! They're assholes!


Kids are really naive and so free from worries. I would want to be a kid again where all my worries BACK THEN was whether I could go to the playground and play today. LOL