Time heals..

“You didn’t love her, you just didn’t want to be alone. Or maybe, maybe, she was just good for your ego, or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn’t love her, because you don’t destroy the people you love.”

“She just got really hurt. And sometimes when that happens, something inside just shuts off.”

"She wasn’t bitter. She was sad though. But it was a hopeful kind of sad. The kind of sad that just takes time."

After effect

 





















On a Sunday afternoon, awoke from my deep slumber with a slight hangover from previous night at Mink and Swee Choon with my secondary school's people. So awesome. 


Lesson of the night: "Do NOT ever drink fast." Why do I have to make myself miserable, knowing full well of the consequences. This is one thing I cannot fathom about myself.

I order Shanghai Lamien to share with Eddie last night at Swee Choon, but it came as 2 bowls of wanton lamien. I don't know if we really ordered wrongly, or they thought we were drunk and give us any o how. Well.. We still ate it up. But all I really wanted was just plain o noodles and soup. I am still annoyed at this incident, which is ridiculous. 

I think it's the alcohol after effect creating this out of nowhere random "its okay to upload bareface pictures" confidence. I guess, the bad image quality helps too. 

Gotta go prepare and head for Mid Autumn Festival with another group of secondary school mates! There's firework and some lychee beers! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Hangoverhappygirl90

XOXO

Last lecture this last semester..

  Last day of lecture for this semester.

This picture has no link to the post, just a random narcissistic picture of myself taken on the bus on the way to school, half hidden.I don't know when it started, but I like taking pictures on the bus. Must be the lighting.

On a random note though, I like my mid length hair now though I do miss my long long hair. Now, my hair is healthier anyway but girls are just girls. Fickle and complain-y all the time. I like to complain about the sun, the heat, the rain, the cold. Basically everything and anything random. How ironic I am too. Like how much I hate the sun rays, but insisted to stand under the sun to take pictures are one such example. I have many too many complains and too many insignificant puny problems for a 21 year young women turning 22 in barely 2 months time. Like how getting the wrong eyeliner,  buying the wrong awful food, deciding on Samsung Galaxy S3 or iPhone 5 are again such examples of insignificant woes.

I am also indecisive which I hate it. I don't really like my procrastinating ways either, but indecisiveness tops my chart. How I get all shifty and avoid making decisions. I am sorry for any unintended.

Exam in 3 weeks time! The crazy amount of articles/readings I have to read through and textbooks to memorise. I seriously hope somebody up there love me very much enough to get me get through this last semester smoothly. This will mark the end of my school life, I don't have any intention to further my studies, perhaps in the future, the distant future maybe. Definitely not anytime in the foreseeable future. I am glad for the people I've met in my 21 years of life. The good, the bad, the life's learning lessons taught along with it. Of that one long *what seems like never ending* episode in my life, I can't say I have become a better person, but I know I've become stronger as an individual. Obviously not physically, emotionally surely. A new phase of life awaits, I am moving on.

I can't wait for my BKK trip with my schoolmates right after the last paper! Will be spending my 22 in a foreign land. Yes I will age a g a i n. Damn.

It was like only yesterday I was still 12 having my first lesson in Secondary school. How did that 10 years passed by in a flash? Oh! My bro-in-law said that I am balding.. ..

Ohmyholymolygawd, is this a.. .. .. sign?!?! Le sigh.

Madness

I... I can't get this memories out of my mind. 

And some kind of Madness, 

Has started to evolve, mmn. 

And I... I tried so hard to let you go. 

But some kind of Madness, 

Is swallowing me whole, yeh. 

I have finally seen the light. 

And I... have finally realized. 

What you mean... 

And now, I need to know if it's real love. 

Or is it just Madness, 

Keeping us afloat, mmm. 

And when I look back, at all the crazy fights we have, 

Like some kind of M-m-madness, 

Was taking control, yeh. 

[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/m/muse/madness_21025326.html ] 

And now I have finally seen the light, 

And I... have finally realized, 

What you need, mmm. 

(Mu-mu-mu-mad-mad-mad) x2 

And now I have finally seen the end, 

(I have seen the end) 

And I'm... I'm expecting you to care, 

(Expecting you to care) 

And I... have finally seen the light, 

(Have finally seen the light) 

And I... have finally realized, 

(Realized) 

(I NEED TO LOVE) x2 

Capture me, 

Trust in your dream, 

Come on and rescue me. 

Yes, I know, I can't move on, 

Baby, you're too head-strong. 

Our love is... 

MADNESS..

-Muse♥

Social Friday

Last Friday, Val and I promised ST to be his friends' date for the night at St Regis. Both of us felt like old cows that night. 

It was fine dining, Val and I looked at each other awkwardly figuring which cutlery to use first. Sitting opposite me, we had to whatsapp each other to talk. Thanks god for technology and smartphones! 

Embarrassingly, I had to ask my date Alvis, on which I had to use first. My Business Etiquette learned during poly days are somewhat forgotten. "Always start from the furthest cutlery placed." 

Never had I like salmon, but I don't know if I was just too hungry because I finished half of the appetizer. The salmon wasn't as bad as I always thought it to be, perhaps because it's smoked not raw. The bread they served was really good too!

Val and I were so proud of him when they announced his name and thank him for making the night possible. ♥

The night wasn't so awkward thanks god for this girl ♥♥!

XOXO

Don't Judge

And I DON'T WANNA GROW UP!! >:(

20 seconds. That 20 seconds of insane courage. How insane will you be?

I believed in that, lessons will always be learn. Always.


Don't judge people before you know them. Never judge. They might just surprise you.




I really have a bad problem of procrastinating. Really bad. Home is comfort, that is why I am so comfortable. I am just procrastinating. So bad. So so bad.

11.50PM ON A FRIDAY NIGHT

I SERIOUSLY WANT A ROADTRIP! So, Ive been on tumblr, but its ridiculous how I went from random quotes and pretty things to Ian Somerhalder. HIS EYES!! I've JUST MELTED. Okay, Im lying, it is his bod. ;P

Don't like fat yellow noodles..

So, I saw this on tumblr. 

Don't know if I am lonely, or I just love to sleep in..

My dad bought the wrong mee for my prawn mee and I was annoyed. Luckily there was an extra satay bee hoon and half of my sister's malay rice. I don't like the fat yellow noodles, well except if it's Hokkien Mee or dry fishball noodles drenched in ketchup. BUT NO! NOT in my prawn mee!!

Hello earthlings! ohgawd, he is like a small kitten. So teeny weeny small! Those cheeks!

Random thoughts : 

1. I don't know how to apply eye shadow.

2. I have things to do, but I am bored.

3. My diet plan NEVER start.

4. For vanity, I will get a ring light.

5. I need a hair dye soon.

6. I realised I am a picky eater sometimes.

7. My eye circles is still very dark.

8. I did not use my phone today.

9. I watched a boring Thailand movie, and got through it.

10. I must go watch Hardwell's set this year at Zoukout 2012.

September Sunday..

My August ended on a well note. Well, pretty good in fact. But my September didn't start off good. I shan't go into details but still, I was glad to receive well wishes.

Last Sunday, I had an awesome afternoon spent with some of the lovely people in my life, drinking some wine, ciders over grapes, cherries, cheese and crackers and of course my favourite gummies. Lamenting the fact that we are once again turning older, in which this topic is listed as one of our favourite to talk about.

Singing and dancing is definitely what we love to do, though I don't have the flair for it. Especially when the alcohol kicks in, certainly, I don't need the flair. Singing and dancing "Gangnam Style" in the open, those ang mohs kids passing by us must have thought that we are retarded.

Though, I am maturing *ahem aging ahem older* every single day, I'm still baffled by life. But I am grateful, grateful for the people I met, the day's happening, the fact that I've gained weight because it meant I'm eating well, the past experiences because I've learnt life's lessons, the good and the bad ones. Over-thinking stuffs but it meant that my scumbag brain is still working and my confused heart is still beating. So, I am grateful.

Before August is ending..

Before August is ending, I shall sum up this August. Just another month, but yet not like the others. 

Yet again. I should be doing my assignments but here I am, trying to update my life. I realised how I always like to come to blogger when I am doing my assignments. I do anything but my assignments. My procrastinating life. HAHAHA

So today, munching on my Garett's popcorn watching this Taiwanese drama serial " 我可能不會愛你". The first episode was about "Time". How when we were younger, we were always chasing time wanting to grow up, to become an adult. Yet, when time was caught, we want to run away, hoping time would just disappear. The lead in the show turned 30 and well.. she was fretting. How true this is, barely 22 and I am fretting about turning that dreaded 30. I don't know what the coming 8 years will bring, but I am hoping its good. AND wrinkles BETTER NOT surface. I might consider Botox. Might, just might. I am a bimbo like Keith said, but a mature one. Thanks for sugar coating that Keith. 

My happening in August goes.. ..

Met my pretty girlfriend at her undersea kingdom for dinner twice with her lovely folks. The joke about how I left my laptop at her place and the text conversation I had with her dad.

Before she left for Paris.

And then it was my nephew Aric's full month.  He is currently 44 days old. How young! My sister and him are staying with us for awhile. If they leave, I am so gonna miss him! So everyday I am taking pictures of him.

TVB Award and One Altitude with Gifford and Chang Heng. Rush dinner and boy, was Hite good. Never like beer. But this changed my taste bud.

Zheng Jia Yin! My favourite TVB actor! 

And because I got quite high, and insisted dinner the very next day. 2 chef for the butter pork rib. The powder was da bomb! I ordered carrot juice cuz of a random dream that I had. West Coast to chill and play guitar.

Dinner before Sam flies to Netherlands. She thinks she's too good for photos, just didn't want to join in! So I had to secretly take one. 

My sister's forever 21 birthday. ;)

And then, its school. School life is as usual, talking, eating and sleeping.  As each semester passes, we got more and more lazy. Last semester, how time flies. Gonna miss them when school life is officially over. :') STILL.. ITS NOT. ASSIGNMENTSSSSS.. Le sigh

Random food pictures and.. 

I wanna do ombre hair! But right now, after I permed my hair. It's damn dry and damaged, I cannot afford a dye at this point because its just gonna spoil my hair further. :(

My hair is really damaged. My second sister couldn't take it and even helped me applied olive oil. I have to do this on a regular basis if I want my hair to recover faster. But.. I am lazy.