i shouldnt be doing this.. but... ...

Not well taken of, but heck, its the most recent picture of me and my new cheap steal shade.. HAHA!

and im...

gonna do my hair and have it dye on tuesday like finally!! It's a major disaster! Off coloured with major black roots showing. Fray, frizzy hair, splited ends all going haywired!

AND MY HAIR IS GROWING THINNER AND THINNER!! WHY HAIR, WHY? YOU USED TO BE BLACK, GLORIOUS AND UBER THICK.

I PROMISE TO TREAT YOU BETTER. JUST STOP GETTING THINNER!

Projects and tests all breathing down my neck and once its all over. It really all over for me.

Decisions and decisions like I had said.

Which route should i take?

Its midnight, and im craving for..

FOOD!

hungry much??

IKEA's food is awesome!! im missing it!!

THE MEATBALLSSSSSSSSS..

GivesMeHope!

http://www.givesmehope.com/

Gives me hope :)

LIFE IS INDEED BEAUTIFUL TODAY

"I was wearing a short sleeved shirt for the first time in years. I was nervous that when my boyfriend saw my scars he wouldn't want to be with me anymore, instead he kissed my scars, and told me that if I ever felt bad enough to hurt myself again, that he would take the pain instead. He GMH "


"My grandma is sick and can't control her body. While mentally alert, she is often treated like a child. My grandpa and I were running to the grocery store when suddenly he turned around and drove all the way back home. When I asked him why he said "I forgot to Kiss your grandma goodbye" GMH


"There's a friendly homeless man who always rides the same subway, selling trinkets for 25 cents each, usually to to buy food. Today, instead of collecting the money for himself, he was sending his proceeds to help the victims in Haiti. A man with barely anything selflessly helping those in need GMH. "


"On Christmas eve, my father attempted suicide. I immediately flew across the country to be with my family for a week and a half. I work an hourly job with no vacation and was worried about money. When I got back, I found that not only was I not fired, but my boss paid me for every day that I was gone. My boss GMH"


"Five years ago I was raped and left for dead in the woods. A morning jogger found me and carried me to the local hospital. The stranger stayed by my side knowing I was an emancipated minor. He took care of me and the child. Two years later, we sit here at home with our baby girl. My husband GMH. "


"Yesterday, forced to go to my high school reunion, I found out that the most popular girl named her critically ill daughter after me. She said that she wanted to name her after someone strong and everyone thought of me. I was the scrawny, shy nerd who was bullied all the time. Her tiny baby GMH. "


"Last year, a local boat carrying various aged passengers home, flipped during a storm. There was a teenaged boy and a baby aboard. Though the teenaged boy couldn't swim, he placed the baby on the last floating device--a cushion. The teenaged boy drowned. He was a basketball player and a senior in highschool. Your selflessness GMH. RIP Rishard. "


"My 7 year old brother is autistic and has a very hard time with fine motor skills so he was held back. But one day over the weekend he sat at the table for two hours trying to string beads into a bracelet all by himself. The reason? He loves a little girl in his class named Cindy because she plays with him. His love and her kindness GMH "

"Today, I took one of the children I work with to have to McDonalds. The child is 7 years old, autistic, has fetal alcohol syndrome and lives in a shelter with his grandmother. Aware he was hungry, I asked him why he hadn't eaten his food and he smiled and answered"I want to take it home to share it with my grandma." GMH "



It's touching, its inspiring, it gave me hope!

HOPE! THATS WHAT KEEPS PEOPLE GOING AND SMILING!

Things that was once forgotten

I saw this on my MSN Profile thingy which I ever knew it existed until I chanced upon it today.

Beware of sore eyes after reading it.




About Chloe
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15 years old, Female
(-^@^-) *~Pr0FiLe~* **nAmE: Hui lin **cLaSs:1E3, 2E3, 3E2 **Age: 14 + ** BiRtHdAy:10 NOVEMBER 199O **Horoscope: Scropio[ love being a Scropio!! Cuz scropio is known for being MYSTERIOUS!!] [Q]uote!! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ hmmmz...none!!! too lazy to think of 1 and oso too lazy to follow tat quote...

Occupation:
Student

Interests
[M]y [I]dols [J]eremy [S]umpter...so SHUAI !!!! N [W]on [B]in... SHUAI! [A]lex [P]lostra....so SHUAI!! Favorite Books: [* Charmed*] [*Harry P0tter][[*Peter Pan] Favorite Movies:{^[Peter Pan(Jeremy Sumpter!!)^} SIMPLE PLAN rock! *[S]wimming *[S]leeping *[E]ating *[L]istening to music *[R]eading comics, magazines BUT not school books!! *[S]hopping *[T]aking [N]eo-Prints!!

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Seriously why did I ever type like that?? HAHA.. oh.. good old memories I suppose. Was the lingo back then. Hey I bet most of us type like that too in the past. So many pattern..More than badminton. HAHAHAHA

TOODLES! :)

Updates:

I was reading back my entry and saw Jeremy Sumpter and out of curiosity i decided to google him.

The days when I was crazy over him

Year 2002

http://www.jeremysumpter.com/galleries/peterpangallery/index.html

Relive his cute Peter Pan Glory.. LOL

and soon I forgot about him and..

Year 2007

Year 2009

http://www.jeremysumpterweb.com/

http://homepage2.nifty.com/myidoljeremy/

All I can say is he grew up, and not as cute as before HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.. BUT definitely MORE MANLY..

But I like his cute peter pan days.. Haha.

And anyway the girl who acted as wendy in Peter Pan had grown into a real beauty.. Pretty :)